I just had one of those heart to hearts with God. It’s about time I’ve just told him everything and prayed over anything and everything that comes to my mind. These are no doubt one of my most favorite things. Nothing else gives me this much comfort and relief. I’ve been so focused on myself for far too long and that has gotten me absolutely no where. Even though things aren’t how I want them to be right now and this is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through, I just need to trust Him. He is in control and he is faithful. I’ve got to start trusting Him more if I expect anything to get better.